From
the first time you hear the voice behind the song, “Rain Down,” you are captured
by the beauty, the evocative phrasing and you are sure you have heard this voice
somewhere before, because Autumn sounds like a seasoned country music singer,
but in fact, she is closer to the beginning of her career than she is to the
middle. The
Talking about, “Rain Down,” Autumn says, “I wrote it after
my mom had a heart attack, and I was completely desperate (you can hear the
emotion in her voice). It is a prayer and when I wrote it, the song was really
slow and it was really sad. It was one of the songs which I didn’t think that we
could fit on the record. I said to Walt, ‘This is too personal and I am not sure
if I am ready for this, because this is a hard one.’ He said, ‘No you have to do
it.’ I love, “Rain Down,” and I am glad that I was encouraged to do it. Walt
made it a little bit more up-tempo, but we still got the message across. It is a
complete prayer, and it is not a happy song. It was a hard song to write and it
is still a hard song to sing, but I am proud of it.
Admitting that it is difficult to be as vulnerable as she
is, while performing, “Rain Down,” before an audience, Autumn says that she sees
it as her job to touch other people’s lives. “I don’t know if this sounds
cheesy, but if the song does the same thing for other people that it does for me
then it is worth singing.
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She did not however set out to create a country music
album, even though it appears, that on this her second album (her first being
Sugar Cane), that the music has
evolved in that direction.
“I love sifting through (the music) and instead of putting
myself into one specific category (such as) country,
Unlike some lesser skilled producers Wilkins did not try to
change who Autumn is, but instead encouraged her to rely on her strengths. “He
cares so much about music, he is honest, diplomatic, and he lets me figure it
out for myself. He never told me, ‘This is what you need to do, or you need to
sound like this. It is a discovery process.’ It is a beautiful relationship. He
is one of my favorite people in the world and he is a great human being.
(Working with him) was the best time that I ever had,” Autumn says, while
emphasizing that Wilkins created a stress free environment for her in the
studio.
Velvet Sky
is a personal album for a lot of reasons, there are songs that will touch most
Americans where they live such as, “Trains I Missed,” the aforementioned, “Rain
Down,” a song which holds deep personal meaning for Autumn, and the tune,
“Sunny,” dedicated to her younger sister.
In fact, the back of the liner notes say, “This album is for my sister
Sunny.”
Autumn says, “It (“Sunny”) is obviously her favorite song
on the record and she just wants to hear her song over and over. I can’t give
people a lot of things, but I could give that to her. She’s my sister and I
adore her. I think that she needed that at the time. The song is for her and the
album is for her too. She is a heartbroken type person and I don’t know how else
to word it. She is a young girl, who has lots of questions and doesn’t really
know her place yet. It wasn’t one specific story that happened, but I felt that
she needed a song. I wanted her to listen to the words of the album and I felt
that if it were dedicated to her, she would do that, and hopefully it would have
an impact on her life. I think that it has.”
Sunny is one of Autumn’s three siblings, as she has two
brothers who live in
Walt Wilkins and Autumn were preparing for an acoustic show
in
Autumn recalls that evening,
“The room was just mesmerized and everybody wanted him to play it (“Trains I
Missed”) again. I looked at Walt and said, ‘We need to recall all of the
Sugar Cane CDs, record it again and I
want this song on my album.’ He told me no, that I had an album out and I would
have to wait until the next record. I begged him to record that song and he
ended up recording it with his band. He did a really cool version of it, but it
was also the initial reason for me to do a second album, because I wanted to
record, “Trains I Missed.” The song was on hold by
As for the connection that she believes the listener will
make with a song which talks about fighting through the difficult times and
holding hope for better days, Autumn says, “Everybody in
As you listen to the title track
from Sugar Cane, you are struck by
Autumn’s skill when it comes to telling a story and her soulful vocals. Singers
far more experienced in a number of genres still do not possess her ability when
it comes to bringing a story to life. Close your eyes and you can easily picture
her sister and her sneaking out the back way, dressed in their Sunday clothes,
as they make their way down
Yet as good as Autumn sounds on, “Sugar Cane,” she
refers to the CD as, “my first album and I didn’t know what I was doing. I was
young and inexperienced. I didn’t know what my sound was.
Velvet Sky is a lot more focused and
I wanted it to be one big piece of an art from start to finish. I wanted it to
flow and I wanted it to be a little calmer too. It is not so much in your face.
Sugar Cane was a little louder. I
really think (with Velvet Sky) you
can just sit, listen, close your eyes, hear the words and it is not
overpowering. It is completely appropriate. It is appropriate for what is going
on in my life right now too, and that was important.”